Introduction In order to know where we’re going,
we have to understand where we’ve been. In that spirit
this website was built for friends and folks the
Webmaster had met in some not English speaking countries
that didn't understand the influence hippies had on
modern Western culture that he came from. The website has
also become a source of first hand information about 1960-70s
hippies and the Webmaster's personal
experiences that may have been different from those of
other hippies. My Story I was there, drank the wine, smoked
the herb and passed the acid test. So, if you won't
expect too much from my writing skills and find the time
to go through some of the stuff posted on this site,
perhaps you'll learn a bit more about the 1960-70s. But
most of all, this will be a biography of a 1960s Chicago
hippy rather then a research work on the subject. In my
transatlantic travels across the Old and New Continents
and mentoring work I've done in Europe I've met many
folks from all age groups that didn't understand America
at all, and especially the 1960-70s, hippies and where I
was coming from. So, instead of writing a book or
explaining all of that over and over again to everyone I've
met, now I direct them to this website where everyone
could see some photos, hear my music, watch some simple
videos, read stories and learn more about me. Perhaps
that mnay sound a bit ego-centric. But I am not the first
writer or artist to focus on his or her ownself.
Generally speaking, art revolves around the artist, his
or her experiences or impressions and not the other way
around.
The hippie movement started
in America and incorporated many ideas and things that
were already taken for granted in Europe such as naturism,
nude sunbathing, herbal medicine, sexual freedoms,
socialism, easy-going lifestyles etc. But those were not
accepted among most Americans in the 1960s and still may
not be among many American Christians (European
Christianity is different from American Christianity).
Those kinds of things were often associated with witches,
communists, degenerates, anti-Christians, Satonists etc.
by many conservative American Christians. So, America was
very different before the hippie revolution came along.
For those and other reasons hippies were a very
controversial group and somewhat different from their
European followers. Also, American hippies formed an
informal political movement. Therefore, it's been said
that American hippies were social reformists that brought
about many changes that we take for granted in the world
today. And that made us different from European hippies
that were more into tramping around the world. That's
probably because they didn't have the Vietnam war, the
draft and other political issues to deal with as we did
in the States and also because it was a lot easier for
hippies to travel to other countries, India and Asia from
Europe.
Chicago is also well known among hippies for the demonstration at the 1968 Democratic National Convention, the Chicago Seven and also as the birth place of the Yippie Movement that was initiated there by Abbie Hoffman. There were so many things going on in those days. Too bad I didn't think of documenting it all for the future. In fact, many of us thought of taking pictures as something that squares did. And perhaps my Brother was really a square for taking some of the '60s pictures of me that have inspired me to built this website. I guess I was just a bit too European for the 1960s America. Perhaps that's also why there are not so many '60s photos around taken by hippies themselves. Whatever the reasons may be, I am very happy to have the few photos from those days.
The 1960s weren't just taking European
style bubble baths, practicing Yoga or watching sunrises
on beautiful West Coast beaches for the majority of us.
It was a time when members of my generation felt that our
lives may end at the ripe, young age of 18 or so. And all
that just for some senseless war that was fictitiously
kept up for corporate profits of US based companies doing
business in Cambodia. After Uncle Sam backed out of the War, the hippie movement began
to dissolve too. And unfortunately, those guys who were
drafted into the armed forces and fought in the war did
not get the honors they deserved when they returned home.
I and other guys who did not register for military
service or burned their draft cards were given amnesty
and life returned to normal for many of us after that.
The disco movement burned itself out by the early 1980s. It was soon after it became extremely popular with the mainstream culture through the success of the movie "Car Wash" and later especially "Saturday Night Fever". It lost a lot of its exclusivity and underground character. The masses of people that joined the scene perhaps didn't fully understand its core ideas or had a different concept of it. That's probably why some of us started turning away from it and going towards the Punk scene that many clubs in New York, Chicago and San Francisco started switching to. Finally it was in Chicago again that an end of another great era came about. It started with mass burning of disco records at a Chicago baseball stadium. It was later followed by another one in New York and perhaps in other cities. The idea came from a Chicago radio DJ. I was told that homophobia and racism played a great role in drawing uneducated riff-raff to those anti-disco gatherings.
Yet, the spirit of the 60s and 70s
still survives. In fact, it has always accompanied
mankind. Today, it seems to be trapped in a vicious
circle between the Old Continent and the New Continent,
but it's really strongly rooted in the Afro-American
culture that I well remember from South
Chicago. It
keeps transforming itself anew into different forms of
being, but the same core ideas remain at its base. And
this time it was Donna Summer's disco song "I Feel
Love" that gave rise to the Euro-Techno, Trans and
Dream music scene. Today, the Love Parades in Berlin and
other similar freedom oriented scenes around the globe
are actually a continuation of that ancient spirit that
was well known among Shaman at the time of dawn of
mankind. The same core ideas and desires for love,
freedom, wisdom and happiness are at play. They are the
basic factors responsible for creativity, the evolution
of the Universe and the species, and the expansion of
consciousness to higher levels of awareness. Yes, I
believe that it is that desire for freedom, growth and
expansion that is the driving force even in the smallest
atoms that our material Universe is built of.
The thing that puzzles me most is how I managed to be near the center of many important world events such as the Peace Movement in America or the Solidarity Movement in Poland, and yet how I managed to miss the many opportunities, which became available to me at those times. But most of all the one that I do regret most, is not meeting Allen Ginsberg when he was in a Warsaw Old Town Café near my apartment in the Capitol of Poland. I also regret not going to his concert that I was invited to by its organizers. I liked Allen a lot as an artist who had something wise to say. And he was very good at getting his message across in a humorous way that marked his genius. Allen, we really miss you!
Oh, and what about Woodstock? Well, I did that wrong, too.
Instead of going there with my friends from Chicago's
East Side as I hoped to, my family decided to screw up my
plans and sent me off to Europe for an extanded vacation
that year. I was seventeen and didn’t object because a
vacation in Europe sounded really cool and there was a
draft on, you know the “Uncle Sam wants you in
Vietnam” type of draft. Besides that, a trip to the Old
Continent was a chance to see my family, find my roots
and meet some interesting people. If not for that trip I
may have never gone back to Europe in the future.
My vacation in Europe was extended to a half a year. It helped to make me more cosmopolitan and also solved my draft problems. Later, after reentering the United States through Canada, changing my address, dropping out of High School for a few years and not registering for the Armed Forces my draft situation was under control for a while. However, I was risking a lot in case if I was cought. I’m still a bit sorry though, that I missed a chance to go to Woodstock and play around with my buddies in the rain and mud or the pond and the bushes. On the other hand, I visited Canada, England, Holland, Denmark and Poland. In Poland, I was kept on the border for hours, had my luggage searched and had many things taken by a Customs Officer. And after all of that, I was made to pay a ridiculous costumes tax on used clothes. All this because the customs officer found a Peace button, Zig-Zag rolling papers and a pipe in my luggage. It was a year after a wave of 1968 student protests in America and Europe. And it was also a year after the January and March 1968 student protests in Poland. But I did not find any hippies in Poland. What I found there were students and kids that were trying to look fashionable. They were also interested in buying my jeans and LP phonograph records. The time spent there was like falling into a time warp for a while. I also learned a bit about Marxism, which I found had nothing to do with the Marx Brothers or Marks & Spencer. I also knew the language. And in those days English was not as popular in Continental Europe as it is today. Besides that, it was also a cheap place to stay.
Later, I found out that Karol Marx was a romantic, who believed that the working class should have social benefits and more time to enjoy music, art and culture. He was greatly influenced by Adam Smith, a well known 19 Century Scottish Economist. Marx believed in globalization and that socialism would be good only for highly developed and industrialized capitalist nations. He did not recommend socialism for developing such developing countries like, for example Russia or India (!). Perhaps that's why it had failed in Eastern Europe but survived especially in neighboring with Russia and the Soviet Block Western countries such as Finland or Sweden. In those countries the Working Class gained many social benefits and greater autonomy from government because of fear of spread of Communism.
Now, I must point out that my life was not exactly a bed of roses. It was a bit like some extreme sports I like. I am still reaping the consequences of the events of the 60s that altered the course of my future forever. As a consequence of dropping out of school I got my High School Diploma a few years later. But if not for the efforts of my Brother Mitchell, who had helped me to get back to school and drove me to it almost every day or the guidance of my good friend Charles (Larry) Hribal I wouldn't have Graduated. He was a Russian American, who used to play football for Notre Dame University. Later he worked as a High School Teacher and a Coach in New York, Florida and in Illinois. He also coached me though life for a while in the 1970s, taught me some self-confidence and was one of the best friends I had. Larry moved to California in the 1980s just as I was moving to Europe. Last I heard, he was employed as a Surveillance Agent at the Flamingo Hilton Hotel in Las Vegas, Nevada and passed away in 2000 after a long illness. After the end of the Vietnam War, President Carter gave amnesty to guys like me and abolished the draft. He is my favorite President and I wish there were more like him, especially today in 2005.
Poland had major unrests with student and labor protests in 1968 and 1970. But 1969 was a good and quiet year for my visit there. Though, I was probably monitored a lot by the KGB. My Mother’s help and understanding made my move to Europe possible. I also had some friends there from the 1969 visit. And then in 1980s I made it back just in time to witnessed some historical events in Eastern Europe that were to changed the face of the world forever.
I moved into a modern one bedroom apartment in a fashionable downtown neighborhood. It was across the street from the Chinese Embassy where once stood a Warsaw Ghetto wall built by the Nazis during WW2. My apartment was also a few blocks from the Warsaw Ghetto Monument, the Warsaw Uprising Monument and other historical landmarks of the Polish Capitol. In fact, I was surrounded by all kinds of monuments and visited by some ghosts from the Ghetto. I believe that there was some kind of magnetic field in that place that drew me to it and kept me there for so many years. But besides all this, some of the best times I have had in the 1980s were on nudist beaches near Warsaw (this is Europe, you know). Too bad interest in the Naturist Movement had declined after 1989 in Poland due to its disapproval by the Roman Catholic Church. The Solidarity Movement that liberated much of Europe from the oppressive Communist system brought about freedom to the 90% Polish Catholic majority. However, it did leave behind many minorities that were also oppressed by the Communist system and by the Nazies before that. Those minorities are still struggling for acceptance and their rights.
Some of my school friends from the 60s
and early 70s joined the Coastguard, some died in Vietnam,
others went on to study at Berkley and other universities.
And many of them moved to California. I had hoped to
continue my education at the University
of Notre Dame
when I was in High School. The draft, my engagement in
the Peace Movement, alienation from a overly consumption
oriented mainstream culture and dropping out of school
for a while changed all of that. The solidarity among
hippies and their like brought about the hippie movement.
When the War was over that solidarity disintegrated and
the movement did too for a while. It left many such as I
somewhat adrift. I have realized how I have grown old and
become somewhat more conservative. Guess time takes its
tall. That reminds me of what we used to say, that you
should not trust anyone over 30. And I am over 30 now. So,
if you happen to disagree with me somehow, please don't
get too hung-up about it. You may very well be right. The
contemporary world is facing many complex problems that
the world of my generation was not confronted with or
just not aware of. There's still plenty of things to be
fixing in the world. So, let's rock!
The Peace Movement was over in the mid 1970s, underground FM radio stations turned commercial, head shops closed and so called hippie ghettos or Meccas turned into popular tourist traps. The War was over! Lennon got married, the Beatles were breaking apart and the Peace Movement was over. Some hippies returned back to their suburban homes, finished schools, got jobs, joined political parties, the Rotary Club, climbed up the ranks of the decked out world, became the establishment ect. And in the 1990s, during the George Clinton era led America to the longest period of prosperity in history stopping just short of stating “Better living through soft drugs”. The President even admitted to smoking pot [without inhaling it, though] in the 1960s. And what about me? Well, I smoked it too, inhaled it and ended up in Poland, where pot was legal untill about 1999. That's why I advice you not to do anything I would. In the 1990s I experienced the longest period of strife in my life and also the greatest rush of creative inspiration. That's when I decided to build a website for a hobby around a few 60s photos I had. And this is that website.
I have
never sympathized with communism. I am an individualist
and a communal life has never appealed to me outside of
my bedroom, of course. However, I do admit being curious
to learn something or other about it, and about some of
its enigmatic leaders such as Ché Guevara. Many hippies
read Ché’s Motorcycle Diaries, a book about his
travels through the Andes. My favorite tee-shirt had Ché's
portrait on it, too. I did not know much about his later
life in Cuba or the terrible things he did there and in
Africa. Ché's Motorcycle Diaries were an inspiration for
many old hippies before he became a violent revolutionary.
The book was also an inspiration for many Beat Generation
Writers. He was a symbol of a free and united South
America/ Latin America, and also of a fight of the weak
for freedom. In the Motorcycle Diaries Ché said that
revolutions are never peaceful. He probably said that
because in his times there were no peaceful revolutions.
In those days many prominent freedom loving Americans
also had hopes that communism would bring about a better
world for the oppressed masses. Since then we have had
many reasonably peaceful revolutions lead by those who
grew up on Ché's book. And communism turned out to be
the most repressive, bloody and utopian political system
the world has known yet. However, none of those enigmatic
personas could compare to Einstein or Gandhi, who in my opinion, most
1960s hippies took as their role models, and perhaps many
still do.
Hippies did not want to abolish Democracy. They were patriotic young people who wanted America to be a better place for all to live, in the spirit of “…one World… with liberty and justice for all”. The way to achieve this less selfish objective was through changing people’s worldviews on some fundamental things related to the pursuit of happiness, justice and liberty for all. In those days, that type of reformist movement had no chance in Eastern Europe and other parts of the world. The 1980s Solidarity Movement in Poland, which I had a first hand opportunity to observe, was possible only because of some extraordinary and favorable circumstances. Some journalists in the 80s had also compared it to the American hippie Peace movement.
I do not want you to get a wrong
impression... I am not saying that Poland is a hippie
Mecca or anything like that. Please remember that Pope
John Paul II was Polish. And take it from me, it’s
probably one of the straightest nations in Europe, if you
know what I mean. But on visiting Poland I've had some
nice times in Krakow and the mountains, and at
the 1969 Warsaw Jazz Jamboree where a bop musician called
Dizzy
Gillespie
and other Jazz musicians gave some really awesome
concerts for a few days in a row. Though Chicago was once
a big Jazz capitol, and Gillespie was almost a household
word there for a while, we did not have such Jamborees
there or anywhere else like that as far as I know, accept
for perhaps New Orleans or San Francisco. In earlier
decades of Jazz music (1930-50) many famous Jazz
musicians and bands played at the Sherman House (formally
one of the largest hotels in America). I used to work in
that hotel as a cigar stand Night Manager around 1971. It
was the first job I ever had. The hotel stood just across
the street from Chicago’s City Hall. Mayor Daley,
against whom I demonstrated earlier in the 60s had his
headquarters on the first floor of the Sherman House. I
served the Mayor often when I used to work there. Today
on the site of the hotel stands the State of Illinois
Building. And now, his Son is the Mayor of Chicago. Had I gone to neighboring Czechoslovakia in 1969 I might have bumped
into George Clinton who was studding in Prague then or
into one of his future advisors. I did that wrong, too.
What more can I say? I guess that’s why they called me
The Polish Hippy. Oh ye, one more thing... if you see
Woodstock the Movie, you might get a glimpse of my
friend’s Cadillac hertz parked near some bushes or
woods. Well, I am sorry not to have spent a night or two
with them in that car... But who would have guessed then
that that would turn out to be such an important
historical event. After all, I did participate in other
important events in Chicago, which are hardly remembered
by anyone today or not at all.
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